one thing about me having crushes, minsan lang sa isang century. i guess i watch too much tv. kaya nagkakaroon ng concept ng dream boy. yung tipong kakadream ko, dream na nga lang talaga. ayoko nung may kakilala sa circle of friends. meron nga, pero no one is really that dream-boy type. you try to do your best to impress. though he may not see it, you know its a step to him. you try to do something you really had no idea, step rin to him. then malalaman mo na may nililigawan(?) siya na kilala mo. how fucked up is that. lahat ng ginawa and thinking to do nawala. like a piece of glass shattered into pieces. ndi na mabubuo ulit. ithink im okey, pero ndi ko alam, prang ndi. i guess i have to wait for another century.
--"my ex-husband is still a prince charming, just not mine..." -miriam quiambao
i have just arrived from popsy's party. hmm.. af? ahahah! ang saya. did the same shit. sobrang daming beer, yosi and videoke. our lives kinda revolved around those 3. masama pero masaya. you know what i mean. namiss ko na yung ganong moments. for the past 4months, though nagkikita kme, ndi namin ginagawa yun. ngayon lang coz its her 18th birthday :D wala lang ang saya. hindi ako masyadong makaisip maybe because of all the drinks i had. gusto ko lang mgshare. marami akong nasa isip pero ndi ko maisip kung pano ko isusulat. inaantok nko. good night.
--> "as our lives change, we remember. we will still be friends forever..."
its been a while since i updated this blog. tae. ang galing ko. im using my cousin's desktop settings (kung ano man tawag dito). korean yung language. kinakapa ko lang. very impressive. good job kiz. hayy nko. i have a debate soon. hindi ko pa nga alam sasabihin. ive been thinking for weeks. the motion is about the abolishment of nursing mushroom schools. since nursing student ako. my group chose that topic. ano nga ba points dito. sa pro ako. but really, im anti abolishment. sige na. these mushroom schools, binabawasan nila yung kalidad ng mga tunay na nurses. parang anyone could be one. EH ANO?! masyadong mababaw ang basis na yun. e pano kung mahirap ka talaga? ndi mo naman siguro kasalanan na wala kang pera pang-aral. isa ka lang tao na umaasang makapag-aral at umayos ang buhay. kung itong mga mushroom schools ay makapagbibigay ng mas murang edukasyon, bakit hindi? kung tatanggalin nila tong mga paaralan na to, para na rin nilang sinabi na ang walang pera ay dapat kalimutan ang pangarap na maging nurse, doctor o kung ano pa man. i am not saying that the good schools are doing nothing about these hopefulls. oo nga may scholarships. really smart kids who can't pay for the best education get educated for free. dito na papasok ang isa pang argument. san nga ba masusukat ang isang profesional? IQ or skill? that's another story. i feel kinda sad and frustrated at the same time. out of 10 people, 10 said they want to abolish these schools. ngresign pa dean nmin sa ched dahil sa mga schools na to. why do priviliged people think that anyone can have what they have? iba iba tayo ng status. iba iba tayo ng sweldo. iba iba tayong tao. why don't we give other people a chance to achieve things without killing themselves? why don't we let them have their own way of getting into things. sa huli naman, ang importante ay abilidad at talino.
**please do comment. need more points "The depth of your belief and the strength of your conviction determines the power of your personality." --Brian Tracy
