there are a lot of stuffs troubling me now. im feeling too sentimental and emotional. effect ata ng one tree hill. people's lives changing, feeling alone and being alone. sakto. bigla ko tuloy namiss lahat. lahat, kasi i dont even know what im missing. i just miss. i really dont have anything to do, so nanunuod lang ako ng tv hanggang bumagsak mata ko. after manuod, reflect? yun ata tawag dun. you try relating stories with your life. kung may match at same thing happened in the end, BINGO. kung hindi, masakit aminin pero, it sucks big time. its as if you're living your life the wrong way. alam kong hindi dapat sineryoso. palabas nga eh. show = not real. but most of the time... its real. siguro dahil tao rin yung gumawa nun. wala lang. lately, im feeling off about everything. eto na siguro yung stress na tinatawag. kaya lang, its kinda ironic na stress fills my life on a sembreak. as in nothing to study. ang labo. kung ndi ka nanunuod ng tv, ndi boring buhay mo. kaya ka nanunuod kasi you have a boring life and needs to be entertained. if you're not getting this, okey lang. maybe its not you. maybe its me.
