as a friend, im very low maintenance. you dont need to text me every day. no need to see me everyday. once in a while remembering will do. and i assure you, i'll be forever loyal. ndi ko lang naiintindihan kung bakit simpleng bagay ndi pa naiintindihan. bakit kelangan ako i-push to my limit and hurt me. i admit im not perfect. masungit ako. pride to the high. its my way of coping. its me. its nice to be with friends. but now, im not enjoying. people may see it as a shallow-arte move. but its me. ganon talaga ako. i dont want my life to be planned. it bores me. (i think) im wild in my own normal way that it if exceeds my limit. i panic and break down. i have been crying over this for some time now. baka nga it really is something to me. sana lang hindi ganto kasi masakit na. baka nga talagang walang problema. baka its just me. thank you blog for being my constant sponge. i dont share things as often as i would with tsismis. sana nga ganun nalang. baka it would help me. but then again, its just me.
i don't know whats up with me. i have been swarming up on people until they hate me. as in really hate me? why do i do it? i dont know. grabe talaga. ndi koooo alaaaaaam. for the people i made this wrong move. im sorry. i assure you. i'll try my best not to do it again. i'll try to get lost.
